aussie day '12

 [above] long & i

 [above] albert

 [above] andrew, albert, vic, benny, long

 [above] twisting landscape... what a pretty moon

 [above] thunderstorm at night, after a 40C degree day

how did you celebrate your national day?

i prefer to stay away from public events to avoid racist dickheads.

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noemi goudal

Les Amants (Cascade)

Les Amants (Promenade)

Les Amants (Jetée)

Noemi Goudal

here

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escapism

&

dreamxreality matrix

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summer uneven

 

Summer, and Uneven

still loving that the lotus is on kabs & M

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new year outfits

my favourite thing about Chinese New Year is the tradition of having and wearing new clothes for the 'new year'.. like a refreshing start.
since i've been broke, i saved up my cheap steals from Malaysia and sale items at home.

latest outfits:

Chinese New Year Eve (going to gran's house)

and Chinese New Year (brekky & shopping with Wat)

and my New Year evening outfit

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cool story bro

there's a blood family, a legal family, and a family you choose.

too often, i give my blood family too much credit... i do try to do my best as much as i can... and let's be honest, i'm not feeling much love back.

the family i choose happens to be a group of people that seemingly appreciates me more than i expect. they are respectful, appreciative, and check up on me... despite whatever it is that life is handing them.

how do you meet someone's expectations of an ideal family.. when they aren't meeting their own?

perhaps i just care too much.
and it's hard to just cut that off.
not caring about what people think, what people say, and what people do.

but you know what? it's mind over matter.

so fuck it.

..
so fuck it.

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i bought a new visual diary

this is what i've been doing today. i'm adding watercolour paints to my wishlist wheeee~

there's a nasty little speck in all my photos. but i can't seem to get the camera clean!

):

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peter pan

so i've said i wanted to start taking more outfit posts... here's my latest (:

DIY with a peter pan collar


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butterfree: freehand kaleidoscope

 

i've kinda just finished doing my latest piece - Butterfree (Freehand Kaleidoscope)

and made a mess. on myself and my couch -_-"

it took a few more days longer than expected, but has turned out beautifully..

unprimed MDF, lead pencil, spray paint, coloured pencils, watercolour, ink.

44.5 x 30 x 0.6cm

for sale $50.

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just had a lovely chat with a few of my favourite boys this week...

i love you all so much.

thank you for trying to show me how much i mean to you, and how much more i should see myself.

pauly v, long, wat,

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health checkup - doc says i'm good for my next surgery.. and should be booked in, around March.

going stronger in physio.. good sign.

shooting in no time!

here's one i did with kabs not long ago...

  

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i like walking out in my PJs

  

hot pink nails, still in my PJs, and balayage 

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i was thinking about guys that used to like me...

and how, after they knew that i wasn't interested in them... 

they stopped talking.

is that rude?

i feel so ... played.

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also a BIG FAT

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY

to my little bro, ben.

if you haven't seen his stuff yet, check it out

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quick quick

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