old film shots from past summers
just around the corner
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9.10.11
8.10.11
japanese themed 21st.
so i decide to deck out my phone with glitter, jewels, sequins, beads, & a ribbon
wearing: pink wig
High School winter uniform from Hyogō, from ona
ankle frilly white socks
black leather Lita by Jeffrey Campbell, from long
High School winter uniform from Hyogō, from ona
ankle frilly white socks
black leather Lita by Jeffrey Campbell, from long
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6.10.11
yoghurt, muesli, strawberries - brekky
Gothic Lolita and weeds as bookmarks
mini kenzo & bvlgari - thanks mmii!
nachos
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if you believe in astrology, you would say that Cancerians like to keep in their shell.
i like my space once in a while just to have a little one-on-one time with myself.
i eat well, i look at pretty pictures, i dabble in making/creating art, i discover more, and i brush myself up.
but i love my lovers, and i want to be with people as much as i can. i love the feeling of belonging to my several families, and feeling connected with people on a personal level.
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it's that time of year again: The Perth Royal Show..
where teens, young families, and really bored adults get festive and buy a shit load of candy and fork out to win fluffy toys to pride on.
this year, i'll pass. my arm is still in a sling.. and well, frankly, i don't have money to splurge on.
so i'll relive it with photos.
taken by my actionsampler
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5.10.11
d-dun-dun.
looking hot as ever with my sling on!
but, i do wish i had two free hands to take a better pic. sorry i'm incompetent.
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also, i've started the Dukan Diet... and all the chocolates and lollies are hitting on me.
cake stands flirt BIG TIME on me..
secretly, i want them so bad, too.. shh.
but im a strong, independent woman.
im a strong, independent woman.
im a strong, independent woman.
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29.9.11
I spend forevvvvaaarrrrgghhh thinking about my next hair change - always. I'm very surprised I had my coloured extensions in for over 5 years! But that's prolli cos I got lazy, and all I changed were the numbers of colours and letting my hair grow long.
It started with mahogany red dye, back in year8. Then the embarrassing tiger bleach/highlight strips on the top layer in year9. Then bleaching the bottom half layer of my hair (opposite of the fad for blondes when they dyed black for under layers). Dabbled in caramel-blonde for a couple years, then grew it out before going back to black.
It didn't stop here.
In uni, it started with purple, pink, & white colored extensions. I went through that Victoria Beckham stage with the short back and long front... Which went wrong, and vowed never to let someone cut or colour my hair again... Not even mum (sorry mum).
Year by year, I added colours but kept my hair layered short at the top, and longer each layer down to the neck.
It was time.
Before going to south America, I had a long (very long) think about doing balayage. Late of trend, but I planned to only do it for the 2. and change my parting (OMFG). Months I'd be gone, changing back as soon as I got home. Almost like balayage had never happened. But people love it... And my long mermaid hair is awesome.
However, once again, it's time for a change. I thought of chocolate brown, red, back to rainbow, cut shorter, and the side shave. I had been thinking during my south America trip. Every chance I get to think, and not be in awe of the beautiful sights and food, I would think of my next hair change.
It has now come to two choices: cut short, or the side shave. Hair is like gold. I hate looking at al the hair that have fallen to the ground after haircuts. It's a very emotional thing!
So shaving one side short is gonna kill me over time, looks a little dyke-ish, and is now one of those late-trend of things.
Cutting medium short will just be having it short for a while... And probably much better for our upcoming summer.
Yesterday, the scales sided... I am leaning towards the shave.
I feel that I need this change. Force myself to work with my hair.... And do it for me, my sense of identity, bravery, and self love. Not to look 'acceptable', and pretty to the norm.
I'm kinda just ranting though, cos I am a little bored with little to do since being in a sling full-time, after my shoulder surgery. I'll prolli just change my mind again. But this is kind of a warning... To hold on to our knickers. The next time you see me... I might look like a lesbian.
And if you're wondering about how I am post-surgery... I'm doing a lot better.
Taking less painkillers, feeling less nauseous, and starting to eat normally. Showering is still the worst thing, after lifting myself out of bed.. My wounds still look horrendous, my shoulder and hip area are still bruised and swollen, and my hip still feels pretty bad (had bone graft taken out).
In a week's time, my stitches get taken out.. And hopefully, I'm out of my sling.
Hopefully in no time, I can use the metal plate in my shoulder to shove rude people out of my way.
And also fingers crossed that my surgery to take out the plate won't be around Xmas or new years!!!
It started with mahogany red dye, back in year8. Then the embarrassing tiger bleach/highlight strips on the top layer in year9. Then bleaching the bottom half layer of my hair (opposite of the fad for blondes when they dyed black for under layers). Dabbled in caramel-blonde for a couple years, then grew it out before going back to black.
It didn't stop here.
In uni, it started with purple, pink, & white colored extensions. I went through that Victoria Beckham stage with the short back and long front... Which went wrong, and vowed never to let someone cut or colour my hair again... Not even mum (sorry mum).
Year by year, I added colours but kept my hair layered short at the top, and longer each layer down to the neck.
It was time.
Before going to south America, I had a long (very long) think about doing balayage. Late of trend, but I planned to only do it for the 2. and change my parting (OMFG). Months I'd be gone, changing back as soon as I got home. Almost like balayage had never happened. But people love it... And my long mermaid hair is awesome.
However, once again, it's time for a change. I thought of chocolate brown, red, back to rainbow, cut shorter, and the side shave. I had been thinking during my south America trip. Every chance I get to think, and not be in awe of the beautiful sights and food, I would think of my next hair change.
It has now come to two choices: cut short, or the side shave. Hair is like gold. I hate looking at al the hair that have fallen to the ground after haircuts. It's a very emotional thing!
So shaving one side short is gonna kill me over time, looks a little dyke-ish, and is now one of those late-trend of things.
Cutting medium short will just be having it short for a while... And probably much better for our upcoming summer.
Yesterday, the scales sided... I am leaning towards the shave.
I feel that I need this change. Force myself to work with my hair.... And do it for me, my sense of identity, bravery, and self love. Not to look 'acceptable', and pretty to the norm.
I'm kinda just ranting though, cos I am a little bored with little to do since being in a sling full-time, after my shoulder surgery. I'll prolli just change my mind again. But this is kind of a warning... To hold on to our knickers. The next time you see me... I might look like a lesbian.
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And if you're wondering about how I am post-surgery... I'm doing a lot better.
Taking less painkillers, feeling less nauseous, and starting to eat normally. Showering is still the worst thing, after lifting myself out of bed.. My wounds still look horrendous, my shoulder and hip area are still bruised and swollen, and my hip still feels pretty bad (had bone graft taken out).
In a week's time, my stitches get taken out.. And hopefully, I'm out of my sling.
Hopefully in no time, I can use the metal plate in my shoulder to shove rude people out of my way.
And also fingers crossed that my surgery to take out the plate won't be around Xmas or new years!!!
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27.9.11
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